Have I survived midterms ??? somehow.. I don't know how.. Computer Networks a subject where i am supposed to be good has left me broken and devasted. I've somehow managed to perform so miserably that i've shocked even myself..
I Need to get alive for the next phase of studies.. as they always say, it ain't over till the fat lady sings.. I hope somewhere some fat lady will sing.. Maybe i will get smarter or more efficient.. something will happen.. it has always been that way so far..
Tonight saw swades for the upteenth time ... This time after watching it i've figured i miss indian railways... Maybe its bcoz i wanted to be a train driver?? Maybe its the oppurtunity to train-foot board and the on route scenery or the whistle!! I've never figured it out...
Nothing like watching an indian movie when you are feeling low.. glimpses of home however fleeting, enthuse you with energy that does not seem to be within you...
My last train rides to Goa and then to Chennai on the Brindavan and back on the lalbagh are so vivid in my memory... Everything just brings me back to the one question...when will i ever get to go back?? Those were the days of fun and frolic.. No worries accompanied with independence..
I remember wanting to come here for the presumed tough academic challenge.. I've run into it all right.. now comes the part where one has to stand up and be counted.. The time has come.. its a first and last warning for me to improve or perish..
Time to get my act together...
M
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